It's the 17th of Novemeber and it's the first day of snow

I feel like I am in limbo with the reins in my hand but my stregnth in another's. My will gains conciousness every now and then whenever a moment of truth is at test. I am at the mercy of happy fatigue, laziness and alcoholic humour. Music is not as significant at this point as it is during a high. No supplements can help or improve my condition. Just wait. People help. The phrase ' The more the merrier ' could never be more apt. It's my 21-st birthday and I feel like I am 12; that defines irony and maybe alot more. Thank you everyone for the show of love and the show. It's the 17th of Novemeber and it's the first day of snow.